The Game Begins

Okay... since I am making this a game, I might as well go all out. My name is now Muffinhound. Maybe it is because I am on a diet and am no longer able to eat them. Maybe it is because I can sniff out muffins over a football field away. Or maybe it is some completely random (and fairly stupid) name that I have chosen.

I think that it is the latter. Duh.

I just want to be able to say what I mean without people stepping in, telling me that I'm not supposed to do that. I want to give full vent to my feelings sometimes so that I don't feel like I'm going to vomit hatred on some unsuspecting bystander. That would really suck. Might be entertaining for a moment, but it would still suck. Especially when they realize that I am so flipping short that they suddenly think that they can take me down until they discover the full force of my rage. Wow! Where did that come from???

And that right there is the reason for this blog. There are times when I honestly feel stifled by the life that I've chosen. I don't want to ask myself what if, but I find myself doing it anyway. This is the place where I can be all of the things that I may not be able to be out in the real world.

I can be daring here. I can say things that you might raise your eyebrow at, but wouldn't freak over like others in my life might. You are just some nice, anonymous reader. I get freedom from sharing with others. I then feel like I can control the random urge to run away and be a belly dancer in Greece. Gosh, would that be amazing? At this point, I would gladly tattoo my whole body and at least pierce my eyebrow, but that will never happen. Trust me, it just won't. So I'll settle for a few lines (written ones) and, hopefully, a few of your comments.

So maybe I can gain hope and inspiration from this place. And have another outlet to express myself.

Love to you all out there, Muffinhound